Quick – Before the Monkeys Get Me!

It has been a while, hasn’t it?  And honestly, if I had to compile a ‘greatest hits of 2018’, even if i combined it with ‘wackiest nights out’ and the ‘memorable moments’ package, there wouldn’t be enough to fill an ad break.  For clarity, I should add that no one has actually approached me to put this together, so don’t worry, you won’t have to watch it.

 

So what happened this year?  Not a lot that is not solely attached to motherhood and while this is, yes, a big part of me and what I do, it is not the entirety of me.  And now, as we shudder and jolt into December, one eye glued to the screen for news of Britain’s impending Brexit shaped implosion, the other scoping out black Friday deals, is there time for all this distraction to get a good thing going?

 

And it would appear, yes.  I have momentum!  I am writing again, not as part of Nanowrimo (although I salute all brave souls who are) but I just picked up a pen, chose a title, thought ‘this will probably be a bit shit’ and started writing!  And you know what, it was a bit shit!  But it was writing!  And I have kept this going for the past two weeks.  I’ve submitted some flash and I’m working on an application for a mentoring programme.  I’ve become much less precious about what I’m working on.  Lightness of touch is everything, although a creeping doubt has started to set in .  My brain is run by a panel of monkeys in lab coats who throw out suggestions, instructions or queries at random – most often ‘You suck!’ ‘What even is this?’, ‘Why?’ or ‘Your kid hates you’.  Which I, for reasons unbeknownst, then take as gospel.  So, I am fully expecting the panel of monkeys in lab coats to wake up soon – I’ve never had such a long run without their toxic input – and my question is – how do I keep going?  I can’t get rid of them, so how can I circumvent their meddling and keep the pen on the page?  Writers, please let me know how you do this because I am sure that I’m not the only one out there.  All suggestions taken very seriously and will be followed to the tee.

Author: nefny

Getting on with it.

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